Monday, August 3, 2009

I have no words.

I can't even think of a title. What am I doing here?

Today:

Some days I want to get totally messed up. Smoke. Drink. Pills. Just completely ruin myself. Pot. Speed. Coke. I can't. Won't. No money. No dealer. No knowledge. Just me. Alone. Movie. Coffee. Bed. Movie. Book. Music. Nothing happens, nothing changes. The world stays gray, everything tastes the same. Nothing changes, nothing matters. And tomorrow will be exactly the same.

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