Aggghhhhh

I haven't updated and Jonas has a shitload of new stuff up that I haven't read.

Okay, so
Lorastory: 9, 10
This is coming along really well. I wasn't sure if I had posted 9 yet or not.
Cyanide and Happiness: 1720
LFG: 265
This one sucks, but it's part of the story line.

Uhhh. I think that's it.

Off to read Pomponne!

For the hell of it...

First and foremost:
Lorastory: 9
LFG: 264
Cyanide and Happiness: 1695
I definitely love this one. XD

Phrase of the week:
Plain sailing.
Means "An easy, uncomplicated course."
Perhaps POTW was my worst idea ever. Let me know.

I don't feel like looking at Strike Gently, but you can if you want.

The stilettos I mentioned several posts back. Jonas knows what I'm talking about....Because he's practically the only person who reads this shit. >.>
*strangles nearest civilian*


I looked so strong
when the weight of all the world
don't take its toll.
And I'd choose my side
if I believed in what was right,
but I'm all wrong.

Lorastory.. fucking finally.

Not any actual fucking going on. If only.
Anyway....

Lorastory: 7, 8.
Posted 7 in case anyone (Jonas) forgot the plot. I almost did. God.
Fourteen fucking days of nothing. Pfft.
LFG: 263
Awesometastic.
Cyanide and Happiness: 1694
>.< Oy.

Hmmm... Nothing new to tell really.

It's Thursday again, isn't it?

That alone explains

1. Why I'm wearing my stilettos and skinny jeans
2. Why I called my sister to talk about nothing.
3. Every single terrible and lonely emotion careening through my mind.
4. The temptation to throw my phone into the lake and just walk away from everything.

I could walk to Dan's house. Find out if he's home. I don't exactly hear from him much anymore.
Maybe I just need more coffee.

Maybe I just need someone to fill that chair. So I won't be alone.
Maybe I should just get used to being alone. I don't know.

Cyanide and Happiness: 1690
LFG: 262
Poor Richard. I will always love him.
I guess Rob's still working on Lorastory. My RSS has no new updates from him, and he's not at his computer for the time being. Hopefully he'll have something soon.


I'll follow through the end this time,
swallow swords, spit out my pride.

Independence

Something I severely lack. I depend on people far too much.

No new Lorastory yet.
Cyanide and Happiness: 1689
Cardboard Love



Show me a day in the sun.
Show me the way to blue sky happiness.

A day at work...with no pay.

Probably because I don't work there. My point? Conference room chairs are highly uncomfortable for those of us trying to sleep in them.
Oh, and the reason I was at work with my darling mother all day... god. Not god, but.... weird story. Anyway, yesterday ultimately consisted of a huge breakdown. I almost ruined everything, which probably won't make sense to any of you. This all led up to me going to see my psychiatrist today to talk about potential issues with medication. Long story short, I'm taking a saliva test to find my progesterone levels. Lovely little link to tell you alllll about my uterus issues. Wooo! Basically, I get to spit in a little test tube about five times until it's 3/4 full. Isn't that thrilling? Then I get to mail it to California for $141. Wyoming, California...I think Alaska is probably next. >.>

Onto the things that actually matter....
Lorastory: =[
Keep waiting, I guess.
Cyanide and Happiness: 1668
A Softer World: 445
That...yeah... soml.
Cardboard Love



Another one of the sky when I tried to pull that all-nighter deal. It kind of reminds me of an abyss. A peaceful abyss, perhaps. Wouldn't that be called meditation though?




My words,
they don't come out right.
I'll try to say I'm happy for you.
I think I'm gonna take that drive.
I want to give you something
I've been wanting
to give to you for years:
My heart.

Thank you, Jonas,

Not only for reading my blog,
but also for reminding me how much I want to make out with someone.
This one's for you.

Yesterday:
PostSecret
And I decided I would pull an all-nighter so I could see the sunrise this morning. Yeaaahhh, that didn't happen.
However I did get some interesting pictures from the sunset, which really wasn't that great.


So there's that.
Onward!
Cyanide and Happiness: 1687
LFG: 261

Strike Gently:
Bob Marley Discography
Regina Spektor Leak

I guess that would be all. New Lorastory tomorrow. =]



Comparison's are easily done
once you've had a taste of
perfection.

Graduation Weekend...

For my friends, mind you.
Dan graduates today: Congratulations.
Jake's grad party is today... No idea when he actually graduates.
My grandparents leave Tuesday morning, I guess. Some sweet freedom there.

Saturday's don't really bring much of anything.
Just Cyanide and Happiness: 1682
Quite humorous.

Rob has promised a new Lorastory by Tuesday. I'll beat him if he doesn't put out, pinky swear.

So...I guess that's everything.



The best of us can find happiness
in misery.

I survived Thursday...

By some strange means.


This is a worthless statue of a farmer boy who appears to be lost in our overgrown shrubbery. Poor child. Wait...I think it's a girl...

What's most important is...
Lorastory: ...
Their lives have been pretty hectic lately, so I vouch for that.

Cyanide and Happiness: 1685
o.O
LFG: 260
I love Richard. Forever and always.

Strike Gently has a full leak of Alexisonfire
Twilight's there too, for those fortunate souls who haven't seen the movie yet. Save yourself.


Sweet Tangerine,
will you please come back to me?
'Cause I don't think that
these feelings are gonna leave.

Because this is better than geometric sequences.

No lie.

The picture below is from the barn, yet again. There's some holes in the wall in the lower level. It makes for some nice pictures. Destruction and life, if you will. Anywho.


Does anything really happen on Tuesday's? No, not really. No LFG, no good shows (that I'm aware of), etc. Shed any light on the situation?
Thankfully, Cyanide and Happiness never fails us: 1681

Strike Gently has a total Incubus leak. YAY! Otherwise it's just a bunch of YouTube shit. Bleh.
OHOHOH! While I'm thinking about music. I'm loving Smashing Pumpkins more and more. Honestly, I don't know what I've been doing with my life to have just discovered their awesomeness. Oh, and Blue October is my new musical therapy.

Lorastory News. (I'm posting this specifically for you, Jonas)

If you get a minute, check out Nancy's Tumblr.
It's not boring, I promise.

Today I found this super awesome site that tells how to deal with suicidal friends and whatnot. Check it out. Suicide is a big deal, and at this point I'm pretty sure you know how I feel about it. There are more links on the bottom of the page about how to handle various situations.

All right, I think that's everything I stumbled across today.
Gotta finish this coffee and finish this math bullshit. Ewie.


I try to give you everything,
and if I fail, well then I fail,
but at least I gave you something.
It's better than silence.

The usual Monday...

Yesterday was PostSecret, obviously.
LFG: 259
I particularly like this one.
Cyanide and Happiness: 1680
Lorastory: 7
I'm loving it more and more.

Strike Gently has movie leaks such as The Hangover, The Price Of Pleasure, Land Of The Lost, and Into The Blue.
And that new movie Robert Pattinson's in? Yeah, the soundtrack leaked, so that's in there somewhere. Just look for Patty face with a guitar and harmonica (to which I say wtf?!).



This picture is from the barn (no, we do not have cows and/or other farm animals). My dad has a ton of records in the loft, and this is the "record wall", by the stairs that lead up to the wall. I quite like it. What do I know.

Anywho. I eagerly await my grandparents departure for the summer. About a week or so. Then I get to walk the dog for $10 a week. Meh, take what I can get. Happy Monday my dear Disciples.



I beg to dream and differ from the hallow lies
this is the timing of the rest of our lives.
This is our lives on Holiday!

Short and Bittersweet

How is it that renouncing my faith can make me lose friends?
Am I of a lesser value now?
I don't understand.
it hurts.





I'm tired of being
what you want me to be.
Feeling so faithless,
lost under the surface.

Remember how much I dislike Thursdays?

Well today is no different.
Except Dan isn't coming over today. Sad story.

On the bright side...
LFG: 258
Totally a Lion King spoof. XD I love Richard.
Lorastory: 6
YAYAYAYAYYY =] I love watching the numbers grow.
Cyanide and Happiness: 1676
Cardboard Love
A Softer World: 442
Touche.


I feel incredibly delusional today. Could make for some fun stories.

Picture: This one is from the pond down the road from my house. The trees there have been dead for as long as I can remember, but the pond wouldn't be the same without them.

I'm so screweddd.

Okay, I'm posting this about... 2 hours before my dad will be getting home. Which leaves me two hours to complete two Apologetics assignments, and as easy as that sounds, it's hard as fuck.
Wish me luck
The entire point of this blog?

Lorastory: 5
YAAAAAYYY!

Anyway...
Cyanide and Happiness: 1675
LFG isn't out until tomorrow.

Picture for today is not Boston or Cape Cod related, it's actually my front porch.
If you've ever watched How I Met Your Mother, you probably understand the importance of the porch.






I know I'll never trust a single thing you say
You knew your lies would divide us
But you lied anyway
And all the lies have got you floating
Up above us all
But what goes up has got to fall

Hoopsies.

Morning followers.

Lorastory: 3, 4
Things are just getting started, but it is still amazing.
Happy Anniversary to Rob and Colleen, by the way, because I know Rob secretly stalks my blog. They've been happily married and having great sex for about... three years now? I can't remember.
Anywho,
Cyanide and Happiness: 1674
XD They have plushies. yay!

LFG: 257
A Softer World: 441
Cardboard Love
I wonder how much cardboard he goes through...

What picture shall I give you today... Hmmm....

Cape Cod picture again.
Was awake about 6:30 in the morning...I was outside... eating breakfast.... all of which I never do. Makes for a strange vacation.

Now if you'll excuse, I have medication that needs popping.

Sit vis vobiscum.
(May the Force be with you)